I think I've always had a tendency to stay up late even though I function much better as a morning person. I wish I didn't worry so much. I wish I wasn't scared of so much. Sometimes my anxiety gets so bad. I think a lot of it is social. For as long as I … Continue reading Can’t sleep →

God woke you up today for a reason. Don't focus on all the things that did and could go wrong. You need to speak life over yourself too. Declare the Truth no matter what. You will make it through this, I guarantee it. Those lies you keep hearing are just that—lies. Make sure you let … Continue reading Remember this: →

Help me to remember that each day is a new day. I am not defined by my scars. My identity is not in all the hardships I've experienced. This could very well be the hardest season I've ever been in. I can't recall a time I've cried so many times, I think one week or … Continue reading Once Again →

Wow, just wow. Sorry that I'm making this about me and how I feel, but I'm seriously at a loss for words right now. Today I truly felt so, so empty and it was very hard to get through the day. Woke up late, slept late last night which I highly regret (stayed up until … Continue reading You’re so amazing.. →

Then everything is the clearest it can be. My mind is refreshed. Everything resets once again. I'm thankful for family time but at the same time, it's conflicting because we all live apart. I feel like I've been so spiritually deprived the past few days. I really wish we could've all gone to church together … Continue reading When it’s just me and You →

Help me always stay close to You. You always pursue me relentlessly. I can't imagine how neglected You feel when I get distracted by anything other than You. Let me learn Your love language. It's not about me and how I feel the most loved. It's about You, Lord; my Father God. Let me consult … Continue reading Father, lead the way →

You know me the way that I wish I could. You know me completely. You know me perfect and strong. I wish I could believe these words for myself so much of the time. Today and yesterday have been such a blessing. I think I still try too hard to put on a good face … Continue reading You know me better →

As long as I live on this earth, nothing will be perfect. This true peace You've given me May I never lose hold of You The lies I've listened to for so long No more, for they aren't Your truth You set me free every time You're with me I just have to listen to … Continue reading I believe You’ll do it again →

But I guess I just need more time. Maybe this is just based on my feelings, but I'd rather wait too long than rush into things. Lord, help me be patient. And if I'm just thinking too much, help me be brave.

How do I not live by my emotions? I'm so frustrated right now. Sometimes I just want to quit and just remain stagnant. Why do I have to grow and improve? Why can't I just stay where I'm comfortable? Why can't I just have everything the way I want? I thought I was doing better. … Continue reading Being led →